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UGLY

밝게 웃어보지만
내 맘에 들지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

노랠 불러보지만
아무도 듣지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

난 왜 이렇게 못난 걸까
어떡하면 나도 너처럼 환하게 웃어볼 수 있을까
또 화가나 왜 늘 완벽하지 못해
이 깨진 거울 속 못난 모습을 향해 탓하기만 해

쳐다보지마 지금 이 느낌이 싫어 난
어디론가 숨고만 싶어 벗어 나고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

날 쉽게 이해한다고 하지마
못 생기고 삐뚤어진 내 마음이 널 원망할지도 몰라
말 시키지마 난 너와 어울리지 못해
그 잘난 눈빛 속 차가운 가식이 날 숨막히게 해

다가오지마 너의 관심조차 싫어 난
어디론가 떠나고 싶어 소리 치고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

All alone I’m all alone
All alone I’m all alone
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 아무도 없어

All alone I’m all alone
All alone I’m all alone
I’m always all alone
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 그 누구도 날 안아줄 사람 없어

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

FINE BY ME

You’re not the type
Type of girl to remain
With the guy, with the guy too shy
Too afraid to say, he’ll give his heart to you forever
I’m not the boy that will fall to his knees
With his hands clasped tight
Begging, begging you please
To stay with him for worse and for better

But I’m staring at you now
There’s no one else around
I’m thinking you’re the girl for me

I’m just saying it’s fine by me
If you never leave
And we can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

In the past I would try
Try hard to commit to a girl
Wouldn’t get too far
And it always somehow seemed to fall apart

And with you, you, you
I can see what I need
I can dream realistically
I knew that this was different from the start

And it seems that every time
We’re eye to eye
I can find another piece of you
That I don’t wanna lose

And I’m staring at you now
There’s no one else around
I’m thinking you’re the girl I need

I’m just saying it’s fine by me
If you never leave
And we can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

I’m just saying it’s fine by me
If you never leave
And we can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

And it’s never easy
Darling, believe me
I’m as skeptical as you
When I think of life without “us”
It seems like what we’re supposed to do
But I don’t wanna come on too strong

I’m just saying it’s fine by me
If you never leave
We can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

It’s fine by me
If you never leave
And we can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

I’m just saying it’s fine by me
If we never leave
And we can live like this forever
It’s fine by me

I JUST HAVENT MEET U YET

I’m not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it’ll all turn out.
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

Mmmm… 

I might have to wait.
I’ll never give up.
I guess it’s half timing, 
And the other half’s luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it’s right.
You’ll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm… 

But somehow I know that it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I’ll give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

They say all’s fair.
In love and war.
But I won’t need to fight it.
We’ll get it right and, 
We’ll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it’ll all turn out.
And I’ll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I’ll give more than I get, 
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh! 

You know it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven’t met you yet.

I just haven’t met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love…)
I just haven’t met you yet

I just haven’t met you yet.

BLUE

겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고
그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠

(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져
(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh

같은 하늘 다른 곳 너와나 위험하니까 너에게서 떠나주는 거야
님이란 글자에 점하나 비겁하지만 내가 못나 숨는 거야
잔인한 이별은 사랑의 末路(말로) 그 어떤 말도 위로 될 수는 없다고
아마 내 인생의 마지막 멜로 막이 내려오네요 이제

태어나서 널 만나고 죽을 만큼 사랑하고
파랗게 물들어 시린 내 마음 눈을 감아도 널 느낄 수 없잖아

겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고
그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠

(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져
(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh

심장이 멎은 것 만 같아 전쟁이 끝나고 그 곳에 얼어 붙은 너와나
내 머릿속 새겨진 Trauma 이 눈물 마르면 촉촉히 기억하리 내 사랑
괴롭지도 외롭지도 않아 행복은 다 혼잣말 그 이상에 복잡한 건 못 참아
대수롭지 아무렇지도 않아 별수없는 방황 사람들은 왔다 간다

태어나서 널 만나고 죽을 만큼 사랑하고
파랗게 물들어 시린 내 마음 너는 떠나도 난 그대로 있잖아

겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고
그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠

오늘도 파란 저 달빛아래에 나 홀로 잠이 들겠죠
꿈속에서도 난 그대를 찾아 헤매이며 이 노래를 불러요

(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져
(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh
(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져
(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh

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